𝙸𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚘
“There’s another kind of love you should dread, this is not love. It is ruin. It must be abandoned.”
- Dopo la fine
(شِعْر)
-Because the tides is already rising+
“Ma na Avone. Sepe Ochame.” I hear these words every time I think about the day Grandma will finally leave—to the call of Dar al-Salam.
In those deep thoughts, I realize she has left her daughter in my care. That it’s now my responsibility to make sure she, too, returns home safely. It has to be mine. Liyakun li.
But we never know who will go first, and your Lord knows best. For death is not measured by the years we have lived or have left to live—it is measured by decree. Everything is already written.
For so long, I thought love was about what you were willing to offer, what you were willing to give up for the one you wished to spend the rest of your life with…
I was wrong
When the nights came, I felt foolish. Then twilight arrived with an eerie kind of sourness, leaving my stomach in a terrible—terrible place.
Eyes red. Shirt blue.
I cried an ocean. Barely able to walk, drowning in the void of my own misery.
An endless circle of pain awaits those who choose defiance over obedience.
Loving anything more than Him leads only to destruction.
This! This is the conclusion I have denied my whole life. The same truth I now serve warm, for your eyes to feed.
What is love?
To not love anyone or anything more than Him, Subhanahu wa-Ta'ala.
Not your family.
Not your beauty.
Not your wealth.
Not your children.
If you love—love for His sake. Love for His pleasure.
We are running out of t(i)me.
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The meeting
Al-Hawd (ٱلْحَوْضُ) means “The Pond” or “The Basin.” It is a large, blessed reservoir where Prophet Muhammad ﷺ will give water to his followers on the Day of Judgment before they enter Paradise.
Description of Al-Hawd:Its water is whiter than milk and sweeter than honey.
Its fragrance is more pleasant than musk.
Its cups are as numerous as the stars in the sky.
Whoever drinks from it will never feel thirst again.
It is mentioned in authentic hadiths,
The Prophet ﷺ said:
“My Hawd is as large as a month’s journey. Its water is whiter than milk, its scent is better than musk, and its cups are like the stars of the sky. Whoever drinks from it will never be thirsty again.”
(Bukhari & Muslim)